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LaughingI know when I leave you're all laughing

Laughing at
The Freak
The Weirdo
The Loner

Laughing at
How I have no friends
How I don't fit in
How you all hate me
How I think you're my friends

I know you're all laughing at me

You'll never accept me
You'll never like me

You'll always hate me
You'll always be laughing at me

RazorSweet little friend,
You are the only one that
Truly understands me.

The only one that
Holds my hand
When I am
Breaking.

The one that listens
When I am upset.
The only one that
Hears me crying.
The one that counsels
Me how to cope with life.

And you're hungry
For more blood.

You are jumping and
Screaming
Ready to be fed.

You love the softness of
My skin, and you promise to
Be gentle when you break
Through the vein.
But you're not strong enough.
You aren't sharp and bold
Like the others.

You're such a frail creature
And now it's your turn
To be disposed.

In the trash,
Where you always belonged.

AfraidHave you ever been afraid of yourself?
It's the worst feeling there is
because no matter what you do,
no matter what you try,
you can never escape it
because you're trapped inside yourself,
terrified of what could happen next,
afraid of who you could hurt,
afraid of what you might do.
In dreams, thoughts are only amplified.
In wakefulness, horrors become real.
You tell yourself it cant be real,
tell yourself its not who you truly are.
But it is.
And nothing can change it.

Those feelings in cageDuring all those weeks
You been on my mind
Yet I feel so weak
And I think this is the time
That I have to tell my feelings
Only when you're leaving!

Standing near the window
I'm looking at the rain that is pouring outside
I guess I really feel alone
When the things that decide my life are actually those dices,
The water drop really show
How I cried each night till my vision blur
My heart is really slow
The only thing I hear is when my cat purr.

I really wish you'll come back to my side
So you can ease all these tides
Even though you're not gone forever
The lack of your presence is making my heart sever
When you'll come back

BadI don't think I've ever felt this bad
Shaking so hard I can barely breathe
Curled up on an empty staircase with my head between my knees
I am dying you idiots.
I'm sitting here trying to rip open my arm with my nails
I'm trying to carve that damned word-worthless in
So that I never forget
You don't see
That none of it is fiction
You just keep thinking that everything is false
You snarl at me not to cry
And that makes me just like everyone else
Am I really so worthless?
Everyone would lead me here to die?
That not a single person would try and dry my eyes?
Am I so prideful, so self-deprecating
That I

I love you.You, who smiles.
I found you lost.
You're tears fall,
yet I stand there doing nothing.
This anger.
This pain.
This sorrow.
Let me absorb it.
I want to take it all away.
Why do you cry?
You, who smiles.
You, who cries.
Since when?
Those tears fall to the cold concrete.
The smile fades into a frown.
Your eyes filled with despair.
I want to steal it away.
To see you like this.
I don't like this.
I hate myself.
To let you feel the you do.
I can't stand it.
Your tears.
Your frown.
Your pain.
Your despair.
You sorrow.
Your memories.
Your regrets.
Your sins.
Your screams.
I want to steal it all away from you.
I want you to be happy again.
I love you.

Alone in the DarkAlone in the dark
A truly comfortable place
Far from anything
That could disturb me,
Together in the light
A very disturbing place
Near everything
That is sickening me.

When the sun decide it's time to go away
I feel this peaceful moon
So beautiful from afar
Yet ugly from near
Now compare to me
And you'll know that should keep your distances.
Sometimes i sit on the ground
Looking at the stars
Wishing I was so far,
Tears starting to fall down
Making me realize
That it's physical
So it's alright.

I may cry
But don't worry its won't harm me
I may look sad
But hey nothing in this world is perfect
Neither the world nor me

EmptyEverything is so wrong
I just wish I could fix it
Been broken for so long
I'm in little pieces
It hurts to wake up
It hurts to want to die
Going to bed thinking of
How you're going to survive
Another day, another year
Another cut, another tear
More heartache, more pain
A black cloud pouring acid rain
Filling my thoughts, my head
Melting what's inside
Until there's nothing left

You Saved MeAnother step closer,
A toe off of the edge.
I think of stepping over,
Falling to my death.
I know it's not right,
But it's what I feel.
I just can't help it,
Only it's real.
What do you do when you've lost everything?
Find solisce in drugs?
A release for the pain?
A burning ache,
A foreign fever.
A cataclysm of hate,
That tips the meter.
But I step back,
Admire the view,
Pull myself together,
Then think of you.

This Goes Out To Everyone Who Is Giving UpThis is for the ones who want to end their life.
To finally see peace without a strife.
To find the light at the end of the dark pain.
And finally have it not be a train.
To finally face their fear and stare it in the eyes.
To tell everyone their darkest lies.
This is for everyone who wants to make friends that will never betray.
To be able to trust everyone once again.
To be able to feel as if your family has your back.
And not feel as if someone's always hunting you down, on your tracks.
To actually be able to be who and what they want to be.
Not to fail at everything they do and try.
This is for everyone who wants to actually

Don't Speakjust a girl in a crowded world suffocating from negativity grasping for acceptance
just a girl wanting to be loved taking seriously on her downfall
just a girl within a mask turning into a hollow hole
just a girl wanting to be beautiful in her own skin
just a girl in her own jokes with no punchline for her emptyness
just a girl following the guideline of her condition keep quiet and lie to yourself
just a girl crying over the same damn things
just a girl to pussy to cut herself into two
just a girl to big to squeeze herself into a skinny jean dream
just a girl wanted a mother to hold her without judging her emotions
just a girl who needs to be sowed into a pattern of hope
just a girl wishing she could accept herself instead indulging her flaws
just a girl denying that anyone gives a damn about a emo tool
just a girl eating away her existence
just a girl goi

insanityI’m hollow, I’m broken
I’m bleeding, I’m dead.
My mind keeps on spinning
Something’s wrong with my head

Insanity maybe? Or maybe it’s more
I’m hurting, I’m dying
My heart’s become sore

I’m laughing, I’m pleading
I’m asking for help
I’m screaming, I’m yelling
I’m starting to yelp

Can you hear me? Am I here?
Am I still alive?
Am I scared? Am I in fear?
Will I somehow survive?

Is there something inside me?
Ripping me apart?
Is there something wrong?
Something wrong with my heart?

Is it beating? Is it even there?
Is my mind running off?
Do you even care

Just to FeelI would cut
just to feel the pain
just to know
that my life was worth it

Every inch on my arm
every inch on my leg
I would cut
just to feel the pain deep inside

To watch the blood pour down
to cry in happiness
I would cut
just to know that I still feel

Cutting my skin
burning it completely
I would suffer in agony
just to see if I still feel

Every scar that is there
every inch that I cut
it just proves
how much my life was worth it

I would cut
just to feel the pain
to know that Im still alive
to know that I still feel

Feeling of pain
feeling of torture
I would cut
to know that I still feel
In this world...

Something BeautifulI love watching myself unravel
It's beautiful, really
To destroy something so beautiful
I secretly love myself
But hate the fact that I do.

So I hurt what I love
Because everyone else seems to.

Love me?Love me?
Love me not
I guess you forgot

Fear you yes?
Let me guess.
Which ever
Dosn't matter

Your love is like death
You'll always be my meth

Let me be
Shall I flee?
Which ever
Dosn't matter

Love me?
Love me not
I guess you really forgot

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Broken Dove

by ~xXWitherXx, Jan 15, 2013, 5:41:40 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Will someone please give flight
To this broken dove
Show her happiness
tell her she is loved

Will someone please just help her
Lend her a gentle hand
Raise her in a way
That she can understand

Will someone please just notice
She's broken her small heart
And slowly, every second
her worlds falling apart

She pleads for your forgiveness
She begs you for your love
Please will someone notice
This hollow, dying dove...

Broken Doveby ~xXWitherXx

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

©2013 ~xXWitherXx

not my best but eh who cares :/

90th POEM!!!! AWESOME!!!!

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~tommyboywood Jan 15, 2013 Professional Writer

Nice

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~xXWitherXx Jan 15, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

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~sendtoashwin Jan 15, 2013 Student Digital Artist

I wonder what you'll choose as your career when you grow up, you have incredible writing skills.

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Mood: Joy

~xXWitherXx Jan 15, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

Thank you! I want to be an author and a realistic animator!!

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~sendtoashwin Jan 16, 2013 Student Digital Artist

You'll be a great author, I'm sure...can't really say the same about animation

no offence.

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~xXWitherXx Jan 16, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

haha I'm bad at 2D animation but i'm a HECK of alot better at 3D animation X)

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Mood: Wow!

~sendtoashwin Jan 17, 2013 Student Digital Artist

You've learned 3D animation

What do you use? 3ds Max, Maya?

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~xXWitherXx Jan 17, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

Used to use Maya

It was so fun!!

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~sendtoashwin Jan 19, 2013 Student Digital Artist

Haha, I preferred 3ds Max.

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~xXWitherXx Jan 21, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

whats that one?

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